| Apr. 20th, 2005 @ 09:05 am fEeLiNg MuCh BeTtEr!! |
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Current Mood:  content
HhHhHoOoOkKkKaAaAyYyY.....felling much better. I talked to Patrick last night on the phone...i let him know how i was feeling about this whole thing...and told him that right now i had tons of feelings rushing to my head all at once. I told him that i was just being retarded and that's usually how i am at this "time of the month." He told me he understood, and that i shouldnt doubt his feelings for me...and i told him the same. This whole thing made me realize that I really do have very strong feelings for this kiddo....and this whole thing also showed me that we can get through any thing. And I really appreciate Alex understanding!! I love u girl!! And yea don't worry...u and Patrick can chill and talk and stuff i dont mind, kk! I'm not a control freak! And he's aloud to have friends, especially if it's my best friend!!!! kk! I was just haveing a very emotional day yesterday. Crying for no freakin reason, getting pissed at the littlest things, and yea....it just wasnt a very god day for me! I'm sry about that Alex Bintz! I love you, and you know that! kk! Well for now, chelsea is gonna go!!1 love to all...especially, Tisha, Alex Bintz...and my baby...Patrick! I LOVE AND MISS YOU RICKY!!!! xOxO toodles cHeLs |